rachel

2011-12-09T22:24:00.001+08:00

i reallyreally hate how i get mad so easily cry so easily and all the stupid things rawr ): And best part is, idk why i always end up crying. zz ):

2011-09-23T13:37:00.002+08:00

omg im so tired lol, flu bug always hunts me down when im supposed to be enjoying myselfff.

school's out for a weeek! :D

tuition time hohoho earn big money time! :D

i got this craving for vanilla coke.

this post is so random i feel so strengthlessss now rawr.

i love the new econs lecturer,she's damn cooool!

gna make it a point to pay attention every lecture from now on! :D

cough go awayyyy!!! ):

2011-08-12T11:16:00.002+08:00

It's been almost a week into schooool.

i'm rallly tired, lol. guess i'm not used to lectures anymore, and they're soooo looong! ):

but ohwell at least i have ppl like jacqueline with me!

damn glad to have met primary school friends!or i would have still been super lonely D:

hmm i think i need to take a break.. from home.

it sucks to wake up with swollen eyes every single day.

you dont know how much i really hate you.

alright, cant be bothered.

dinner with s65 girls tonight! (:

2011-08-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

ah, damn sian.

bank loan rejected

worker rejected

wtfff

-.-

2011-06-01T12:43:00.003+08:00

hey (:

im bored! i feel so out of contact with everyone!!

but i feel so happy for somebody, hoho(:

been soooo busy with work. what with workers' passes and accomodation!

so hard to find omg D:

and i diu lian-ed so many times in front of the workers this year.

HAII ):

it waas when my heels decided to break in the middle of Jurong Island and i was walking amongst the workers. so diu lian the tears just came omg. then in the end had to tie my heels to my feet with rubberbands! walao eh-.- so i suppose they all recognise me as the diu lian madam now omg and yes they all call me madam! HOHO!:D

alright anyway,

it's ntu civil engineering (:

i hope i made the right choice!

but whatever it is,

I'M GONNA DO MY BEST AND MAKE YOU PROUD!! (:

2011-05-16T13:22:00.000+08:00

WTF IM SO PISSSSED OFF I JUST WASTED FREAKING $100 APPLYING FOR WORKERSSS!! -.-

2011-04-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

helllloo (:

had fantastic birthday celebrations!!

16th - celebration with classs after tuitions (:

super patient me waited for two hours at vivo and harbourfront before going down to the glass place at dhoby. but hmmm, worth the wait lah, love everyone LOL i havent seen anyone in a longloooong time!! (: had celebrations ahaha thanks alot girlss!♥

17th - celebration with family!♥ damn gan dong hahaha! they never fail to give me a celebration despite every situation. loll then after that we had cherry auction and throwing session! cus there were like 16 cherrries this year!! :D hoho, then was badminton + cycling session! (:

18th - celebration with DUSBIN!! ♥

everyone came my house, then we went to fish & co at imm. LOL. second time standing on the chair aiyoooo very embarrassing luhhh!! but stilllll, loveloveloveeeee you girlss! ♥

yay okay, i lazy update le! i love my friends and family! :D

2011-04-15T11:22:00.002+08:00

hi world (:

i realise my birthday's in a few days.

not that i realise lah, but that i know but dont wish to know =.=

stupids.

nothing has made me feel like im born at the right time. its just a wrong month, the wrong day.

YUCK ):

dont want anything this yearrrrrr.

LOL, sometimes i just wish that i'll have an ear, or a shoulder.

but whatever, i dont even have my very own space right now.

doingeverythingouttamycomfortzonewts -.-

rubberbands can be stretched,

but who cares that it has its limits.

rawrrrr

2011-03-28T10:31:00.002+08:00

looong since i last posted.

so many things have happppened!

moved house.

22nd to 2nd floor, WOW D:

but not bad lah, need some getting used to though! think im quite bad at adapting, hmm D:

hope i can get into the uni i want.

did ohso badly. rawrrrrr ):

ah, sian. lazy post le.

byebye (:

2011-03-03T12:03:00.002+08:00

been a long time since i last stalked anyone on fb. HAHA quite funnny lol (:

results are tmr!
and tmr you will know how much i love "U"!! -.-
ahhh actually ive been rather worried but, HELLL i cant change anything AT ALL so whats the point of getting sleepless nights and allll -.-
my mummy is, however, so much more worried than i am! funny huh. LOL.

i feeeel so strengthless, listless ...
my whole house is sick. dad mum sisters! and bro just recovered.
guess i wont be that lucky anymore -.-
but it was quite funny both my sisters came back halfway through lessons ytd, one with fever and another with super swollen eyes D: then last week my bro vomit until his teeth dropped!! can imagine not! HAHAHA. but now he looks super cute with 4 broken teeth! :D

anywayy, my sis introduced me to this song!

Fuckin' Perfect - Pink!
Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, missundaztood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around...

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead
So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred

Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you same

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me
The world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried tried
But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Stringe ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?

Ooh, pretty pretty pretty,
Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less then, fuckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect
You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever ever feel like you're nothing you're fucking perfect to me

so wellll, throughout this hols, gained lotslots of experience.

hmm i finally realise why adults keep saying that school life is alr the best!

there are soso many ppl who are, idk. SCARY? at least i came across quite a few unscrupulous cases and i really have to appreciate the fact that i always have family behind me to tide me through (:

and well, other than tuition, my jobscope basically includes every other thing! even delivering hampers during the new year season. carrying that super heavy hamper up a flight of stairs that has like more than 10steps! whoa, i never did realise how heavy that thing is-.- then workers wages and allll. and alot of admin stufff.

i wanna chu ren tou di next time! then i'll hire ppl to work for me (:

and i realise that giving our namecards isnt fun at alllll!! esp when ppl anyhow callllll =.=

and then welll i came across this tuition centre. went down to interview and all. super scary ): still have to thank "handsome" koh uh thanks for callling (:

rawr okayyy.

so long!

byebye! :D

after tmr, life will start to buzzzzzzzz and suck -.-

2011-02-18T21:09:00.003+08:00

Perfect Nightmare-Shontelle

sometimes we fight
sometimes i cry
why dont i just tell him goodbye
sometimes i should but sometimes i dont
build up the strength to say that its wrong

sometimes i hate
sometimes i love
sometimes i hurt
sometimes i dont
sometimes i wait for him to change
but its okay i just got to pay (yeah)

and i dont ever wanna leave em' alone
they say im brain washed
but im in love with this man (yeahhh)

keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way , no way , no way ,
no way , no way , no way , no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

sometimes i keep it cool
sometimes i let 'em know
sometimes i even pack my bags to walk out the door
sometimes i feel safe
sometimes i really dont
sometimes i promise that im ready to let 'em gooo
but i dont ever wanna leave 'em alonee
they say im brain washed
but im in love with this man (ooooh)

keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way , no way , no way ,
http://www.elyricsworld.com/perfect_nightmare_lyrics_shontelle.html
no way , no way , no way , no way
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

hopein hes changing
but im scared hes not
cant see a way to leave him
he open'd my eyes
and i..

keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect)

keep tellin myself that its not worth it
i already know i dont deserve it
but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare
so when will i wake up and scream
no way , no way , no way ,
no way , no way , no way , no way

but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)
no way , no way , no way ,
no way , no way , no way , no way

but if its from you i dont mind hurting
this is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

there's sth abt my dreams.
the bad ones are the reality, the good ones are the opposite of reality.

and dreams affect me for at least one whole day.
OMG.

i wannnna go back to BINTAN! :D

ah la lazy post alr EMO ):

byebye! (:

2011-01-11T14:31:00.002+08:00

hello (:

im so bored.

at least today is so slack.
lesson refreshment lesson lunch lesson refreshment lesson END!
cant wait for this to end manxz! :D:D:D

marcus came to eat lunch with me! very gan dong! hope AHEM serene's not jealous!._. sorrysorrry haha D: but yeah, life waster, enjoy life until rnlistment can alr (:

RAWR.
so zz i realise results are coming and then we have to choose course choose school so ZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!! ): idk what to study, seriously! RAWR.

okayyy, SIAN.

i keep stuffing myself with nerds, LOL. as in the sweets not the nerd nerd.

so boringzzzzzzzz.

I MISSS YOUUUUUUUUUU!! -.-

2011-01-10T13:07:00.002+08:00

HELLLLO!
IM STUCK AT SC2 WITH ALL THE AUNTIES AND UNCLES!
LUCKILY I BROUGHT THE LAPTOP! :D MAJOR SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT!! :D

rawr okayyyyy this hols, ive beeen reallyreallly very busy!! all my nights are taken up now i dont even have time to watch AI!! ): but ohwellllls at least im EARNING! :D

love this songg! (:

Forget You- Glee
I see you driving 'round town with the guy I love
and I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
and I'm like forget you

Yeah I'm sorry, I can't afford a ferrari,
But that don't mean I can't get you there.
I guess he's an Xbox and I'm more Atari
But the way you play your game ain't fair.

I pity the fool that falls in love with you
(Oh oh she's a gold digger)
Well
Ooooooh
I've got some news for you
Yeah go run and tell your little girlfriend

I see you driving 'round town with the guy I love
and I'm like forget you
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough
and I'm like forget you and forget him too!

Said, if I was Richer, I'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some shhhh? (ain't that some shhhh?)
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a, forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo

Now baby, baby, baby, why d'you wanna wanna hurt me so bad?
(So bad, so bad, so bad) yeah
I tried to tell my momma but she told me
"this is one for your dad"
(Your dad, your dad, your dad) yes it is

Uh! Why? Uh! Why? Uh!
Why baby? Oh! I love you
I still love you ooooh

I see you driving 'round town
With the guy I love and I'm like forget you!
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough I'm like forget you and forget him too!
I said, if I was Richer, I'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some shhhh? And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo

hmmmm i miss thailand!!!

i rmb the first night we went there daddy's friend brought us to some germany beer lounge for dinner! SUPER NICEE!! :D then there's like performances and everything, cancan..., super high!!! wannnnna go backkkk!!!!

and airport is great! dutyfree is LOVE. got clinique lipstick at only $18! and the colour's damn nice, creamy nude (: ahhhh i wannnna travellllll!!!

nvm think my family's travelling again soonsooon! like near cny or sth! YES! :D

rawr okayyyy should stop now!

the uncles are so funny so lameee!!

BYEBYEBYEEEE!! ((:

2011-01-03T16:29:00.002+08:00

its a brand new year! :D

ive so much to blog abt - malaysia, thailand...

new clothes new shoes!

im a happy girl! :D

gotta get down to work realreal sooon rawr and im still in the holiday mood!

my sis and bro are starting school tmr hohoho.

and im getting so fat omg -.=

2010-12-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

helllllo hahaha im missed! :D

whoa so much to blog about!! but im lazy!

Stuttering - Fefe Dobson
Theres a whole lot of things that I will forgive
But I just can't take a liar
I was by your side till the very end
So you push me in the fire..

I start to believe you but somethin is wrong
You won't look in my eyes
Tell me Whats going on

Its you and me who danced the world
Thats what You said..Thats what you said
If You can't be honest with me,then am afraid this is the end

Hurry up Hurry up..
If you ever really care about me ..
Tell the truth,Give it up...
You sound guilty coz you are stuttering

Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhh
There your stuttering
Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhh
There you stutter on

The seconds turn into minutes now
But you won't give me an answer

You can tell me this ,you can tell me that
But don't say you don't remember
Coz I know you better than you know yourself
So don't say am crazy,i know very well

Its you and me who dance the world,
Thats what You said..Thats what you said
If You can't be honest with me,then am afraid this is the end..

Hurry up.. Hurry up..
If you ever really care about me ..
Tell the truth,Give it up..
You sound guilty coz you are stuttering

Ohhh...eyyy...Ohhhhh
Fefe Dobson Stuttering lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/fefe-dobson-stuttering-lyrics.html

There your stuttering
Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhh
There you stutter on

Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhhh
There your stuttering

Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhh
There you stutter now

Ahhh ahhh ahh.
Don't want to hear your sorry now

Ohhhh best thing you can do with me is step it out

Ahhh ahhh ahh.
Don't want to hear your sorry now

Stop stop stuttering your words
Its only making you look worse

Hurry up..
Hurry up..
If you ever really care about me
Tell the truth
Give it up,you sound guilty
Coz your stuttering

Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhh
There your stuttering
Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhh
There you stutter now

Keep on stuttering
Ohhh... eyyy... Ohhhhh
There you stutter now

Keep on stuttering
Ohhh...
There you stutter now

yayy nice song!! :D

ahhhh, life's good! i think i gained weight! HAHAHA.

and my complexion became bettttter!! woohooo :D

i can go shoot ad already for this brand of lotion im using :D

so detached omgg. lazy to blog le byebyebye world!! :D

2010-11-17T11:45:00.002+08:00

rawr!
no mood to study!
physics tmr my physics is so screwed!

chem is so screwed!

and my period has been sososooo screwed!!
keep coming like nobody's businessss!! -.-
walao then my mummy was like saying if i go anyhow during this period confirm jackpot!
WOW maybe i shd go fuck my notes! -.-

RAWR.

what a screwed post!

im soooo irritated! bahhhh.

stupid mug got use siaaaa i woke up at 4am to study chem in the end cant even finish, haiiii ):

i feel like im just throwing my future down the drain every single day!

wts.

RAWR.

2010-11-13T13:52:00.002+08:00

ONE WEEK DOWN! :D

yayy hahaha no more GP for the rest of my life!! i swear im not gna touch another compre or aq or whatsoever HOHO :D die why do i have this feeling that A's is over!

MATH WAS. i really dont know! omg. i feel like, i have no confidence at allll! RAWR. and when we came out of the hall, someone shouted "F*CKING EASY LAHHHH!!" walao eh. while doing the paper, i was still feeling quite alright abt it, considering that there are only a few solid questions that i really cannot do. RAWR. so irritating i keep getting the feeling that i wont be able to get my A this time. hai ): nvmmm.

i dont wanna take physics and econs! like seriously! and chem! chem paper 3 is making me damndamndamnnn scared!! seriously!!! need some confidence, rawr ._.

OKAYYY.
im getting A's blues! -.- i get irritated veryveryyy easilyyy!! sorry ifi offended any of youuu!D:
and yes thanks for all the jiayou/gdluck msges! :D
yknow that day ivan told me that im a korean. LOL. and i didnt know that! D:

walao yknow im in my daddy's office with my big sis.
and wow you tell me that im talkative im mute next to her HAHAHA.
funnnny! :D
oh i attended my bro's graduation ceremony last night! SO CUTE! :D SUPER CUTE! :D
and there's this super HOT girl who danced! yes a SIX YEAR OLD who is realllly hot and great at dancing! walao totally fell in love with the little malay girl manxz HAHAHA :D:D:D

okayy three more weeks to FREEDOM!
then i shall start to MIA hohohohoho :D
ive been looking forward to it since the start of the year! (:

TIME TO MUG.
rawr =.=

2010-11-01T10:55:00.002+08:00

HELLLO :D

one week to A's! whoa time flies!
i realise whats most scary isnt the exams but the feeling that tmr's the exam!!D:

last week kept studying with chang, yap, jocelyn, bihyee! HAHAHA super unproductive and since i have to reach home before 7 to watch ai! walao cx! "7 dian zuo ai!" tskk! so cool everyday got free bread at 4plus plus its breadtalk HAHAHA :D crapped alot with yap and chang HAHA DUSBIN!:D:D:D then finally on fri went to mian bi si guo at the zi bi corner in the library with jen xingxuan and lum! pang-ed lum while going home paiseh but she saw a cute guy HAHAHA O:

walao eh A's is seriously next weeek leh!!
siao liao! HAHAHA. the thought's so scary yet funny!
its so funny what if you feel like farting while inside the deaddrop quiet exam hall! sheesh HAHA suddenly thought of the guy who did that behind yap and friends during math mock HAHAHA. :D

ohno i keep wasting time! everytime use comp also waste more than three hours doing rubbish IM AWESOME -.-

andEEEEW i cant understand how pornstars can add me and leave convos on msn when i dont even accept them!! hahaha rarrrrr-bish!

SO BORING!!!!
i wanna recycle blood AHEM cx! :D

rawrs byebye world! :D

2010-10-09T13:30:00.004+08:00

MY OVERALL GRADES IMPROVED!! :D:D
except PHYSICS!! and ECONS!! D:

but okayy gna work damn hard for these two subjects then my mummmy can stop ladeedum-ing me with my double U! D:

yknow that day i wanted to buy letter paper, felt like writing. thenwent to this shop and asked. then the aunty told me yayaya we have and led me into the shop. and GUESSWHAT she showed me to the.. FOOLSCAP PAPERS!! --" HAHAHA and when i told her that thi is not what im looking for, she said "this one also can wrote letter one pad one dollar only" whoaaaa!D:

HAHAHA.
okayyyy im feeeling so coldddddd brrrr!

my life's so boring i want a time machine i wanna look at the exam papers and then come back and MUG and yay top student HOHO.
what a nice dream! -.-

rawr life sucksss!!

you: im sorrry im gna let it happen again. im sorry i know i shdnt let history repeat itself but i guess i sealed it two years ago and its not gna and never gna change. ive never felt the same way and ive never lied to you abt it yea i feel damn bad but ohwellls, im reallly sorry okayy i hope you'll understand ._. hope you'll calm down after this period okayy smile (:

2010-09-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

rawr. first U for physics.

got this feeling im gna get straight U this time round helll.

maybe its just me i feeel damn stupid.

i studied mann wth.

thankyou YAP! :D and my sis omggg haha sorrry you always get it when im in a bad mood ):

stuying suckss! ):

2010-09-25T09:43:00.002+08:00

yayy end of prelims!!!:D:D:D

which means A's is nearerrrr! ):

which also means POST A's is NEARRRRR!! :D:D:D

rawrs so firstly, i think i screwed everything up this prelims.

haiiii okayy no more chance for mistakes im gna start mugging damndamndamnnnn hard sooon!D:

last week of prelims was quite shuang hoho. cus everything has alr been tested at least once and i dont reallly know how to study everyth over again-.-

after physics paper1 went pooool with chinsian xinyu! haha very funnny we played each game for like 50min!? then xinyu's zai friend watch us until wna fall asleep HAHAHA. but veryyy funn!:D and our virus is AHEM contagious HAHAHA :D

then ytd HOHO. pooooled with S65 (:

six gals a table teamed with ahsian and chouyun against xinyu jocelyn serene and tio own HAHAHA we're the FreeBallTeam D:

then mixed team teamed with eugene against yongcai and ahsian wont TWICE!:D yay fatho damn prooo!:D after that teamed with yc and won again :D then 1 v 1 with ahsian and lost. aiyo haha but very funny cus the fatho was doing alot of weird and funny stunts! samuel damn zai toooo omg seriously clear table one ehhh own eugene until siao HAHAHA and eug lost to chinteck as welll we just sat there and laughed at their games suuuper funny!:D

rawrs im quite addicted to poooool!:D

hmm okayy lazy blog le byebye world!:D

2010-09-16T16:07:00.002+08:00

end of the first week of prelims!! :D

i realise im damn good haha so disciplined i havent been using comp for at least one whole week! :D

had CHEM today.

whoa sat at E4 never sat so front before! anyway, i think im so gna become the greatest chemist next time! one who writes her own equations! smoked through every question wthh die until cannot please!!-.- before the paper, saw Mr Leong and i was like complaining, "Mr Leong i die alrready!" and his reply, "for everything!" walao ehhhh. and continued with "isnt it?" whoa sad cannnnnn sometimes its not that i dont try eh, but realllly no use!! and when i got on the bus, the first formula that came to my head was H3PO4. KNSSSSS!-.- thought for damn long eh my brain super lag! -.-

PHYSICS.

walao i was suuuuper pissed off with myself! allll the definitions that i memorised vanished like POOOOOF!? and i rmb yeehong was telling me abt first law that morning, and alot of other definitions too! kns! -.-

MATH.

the only one that i can passss!:D provided i dont screw up stats!

the H1 subjects HAIYA jiu suan le lahhh! ppl tell me econs is common sense, guess i dont have that lor-.- pondered over that 8mark ques for damn long and left it blank then mat told me its just "benefits of free trade" phrased in another way. kek sai cannnn!-.- but ohwelll, after the paper had a pleasant surprise (: heh, realllly didnt expect it. i think im crazyy! but ohwelll, :D:D:D

lols yknow that day i dreamt that i passed gp!! which is like a terrible signnnn!!! and i dreamt that i study until my face was fullll of pimples whoa SCARY DAOOOO!!!-.-

during this study period, learnt alot of things! alot of lessons actually-.-

like do not skip lunch! migraine relapsed and there was this day i had the quota of 8 panadols in a day siaoo D: its more like a sweet than a med now D:

okayyyy im so bored i just had a nice loooong nap!

i want A's to end sooooon DAMNIT.

jiayou studying peopleeee! :D

2010-09-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

Love the way you Lie by Rihannna! :D

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[Chorus]
[End]

love this song lah haha and rihannna so hawt whooots! :D

brain dead rawrs i have this feeling im not gna make it for prelims ):

miss studying with - lols.

alright byebyeee! (:

2010-08-28T09:24:00.003+08:00

helllo! :D
one week to prelims, one month plus to A's! D:

last day of school ytd.
rawr i didnt realise that i'd dread the day that i was yearning for since the start of the year!! D:
i think i'll miss 09S65!!
dinner with mrs chua and classmates at shokudo (:
sorrry i was 1.5hrs late!? haha then everybody start second course alr then i eat first course-.- we did alot of crazy stuffs there omg the guys are lame ttm!! suuuuper cheehong also then attracted suuuper alot of attention!! esp when we sang the "happy teachers' day" song to mrs chua! heh love ms chua she's so cute larrr!♥

alot of memories with this class. i guess i had always refused to admit that i love this class quite alot. hanging out with the girls, niaoing and getting niao-ed and bullied by the guys, and all the crazy things we do in class. i guess we wont be hanging out that much anymore?esp with the H1 guys. hmm got closer to samuel and yeehong this year hang out eat lunch study tgt(: but yongcai, hmm.we've done enough to hurt each other lols but wellll, friends ba even though i still wish the four of us can be as close as last year, where we used to always go coro and eat tgt hang out tgt consult tgt and alll. abit hard alr, esp since we know we're alll UPS and exams are coming upp D: jiayou okayyy guys ♥
and the girls, thankyouuu for everything! ♥ for teaching me enduring my lameness and always being there for meee!!

and yupppp all my fellllow 406ers who havent been performing at workkk, jiayou jiayou darlings we'll all do it TOGETHER!♥

haiiii soooo emo! ):
CHENGXIN! i realise again that youre leaving me after this year):
i wann spend more time with you this yearrrr!!!! just like in secondary school we meeet every single day until sian hahaha. misss it ):

hao ba! whoaaa my muscles aching! must be from bball ytd HAHAHA first time our pe so hiong!! played with the S64 girls then after they left minron yongcai kengboon joonfai came to join. then we had girls vs guys! so funnny! :D and ytd ms chen kept niao-ing serene idk whyy! HAHAHA. "let's play basketball serene youre the ball!" then kept laughing abt her height HAHAHA :D

okayyyys idk what i shd do noww!! work?D:
okayyy mustmust must work hard le!
dont wannnna regrett!! D:

byebyebyeee! :D

2010-08-22T13:18:00.001+08:00

ohnoo omg i wanted to take a break from physics then spent damndamnnn looong stalking ppl HAHAHA D: whoooops!

two weeeeks to prelims!

i had a damn funnnnn week haii full of studying + work! had THREE hours of gp consult on friday omg PRO ANOT i wonder how we surviveddd! D:

but aish mr ho's quite nice lah actually i really appreciate the effort he's putting in for us (: and all the teachers for that matter.

hmm mustmust do well for A's!! cant fall back on psle wthhh -.-

xinyu told me her dream that day. lolz and damn i had a similar dream last night -.-

kays thats crazy esp when you know its totallly BIZARRE! haha D:

okayyy im bored there's so much to blog abt but i dont feel like blogging -.-studied with mud, 406ers plus jocelyn, eunice and sok, jenzi, consult with yc and minron on monday to friday respectively!

LOL mug horhh!! zai not! :D

hehhh, idk what to say anymore.

heh. byebyebyebyebyeeee :D

2010-08-07T10:23:00.004+08:00

okayys shall update my blog!
i realise i keep deleting posts. so i guess i spend appox half my life doing and the other half regretting!-.-

FOUR DAYS of holidayy! :D
yayy HOLIDAY. but schooool has defined the word holiday as ... you know lah-.-
chem and physics lect test on thurs rawrrr! ):

i realise every week passes by reallyrealllly quicklyy!
last week was a breeeeeze! monday.. ohno what did i do on monday i cant rmb-.- oh yea i went for the physics extra lecture on forces with jocelyn! and HAHAHA. so funnnnn i was zi highing and timing --'s speed of lecture! = at lease 10min per question? loll then ended up doing reaction kinetics cus i couldnt understand-.-
then tues had geeepeee consult with milo and yc. whoaaa we had to read out allll our compre answers and whoaaaaa -.- wed study with sok and eu (:
thurs suuuuper long day!! damn funnny went council room with yeehong to .. hahaha then we went to peek at the prom nominees HAHAHA :D whoooops :D dozed off for thesecond time during econs. haiiii i neeeeda buck uppp! D: got econs face no econs brain thanks ah yizhuang -.- and we found out his results actually quite zai, compared to us D: then hung out at aquarium with xinyu and yeehong after A*. whoaaa A* ahhhh. hahaha i want kennnnnnnnnnnnyyyyyyyyeeeow! i hope he'll be lecturing next weeeeek!!!!!

okayyys then ytdddd, HAHAHA. reached school at 830=.=
ALEX SO CUTEEE!! hahaha :D:D
then during the songs serene and i joined in the throwing, LOL. i really dont know how to throw omg i keep hitting ppl's head im so sorrrry then stupid serene laugh until sit on the floor-.- butshe more zai wthhh hit three heads with one throw, LOL :D
after that was KBOX with S65 girls!! :D:D:D:D yayyys hahaha i think my singing getting bad omgs but chouyun's voice damndamnnn nice larhhh seriously!!! :D:D xinyu and chinsian SUPER HIGH hahaha esp when they sang SUGAR! LOLLLL laugh until siaooooo!!

rahaha, love xinyu chinsian jocelyn seren chouyun chenchen! ♥
yayy we saw this group of ahmas haha soooo cute i hope we can be like that next time tooo! ♥ except that our hangout place will be at places like arcade and poool hurrr! :D

okayyys i miss chengxin! and i miss kiwi! D:
take care chengxinnn ♥♥♥

rawrs, i wannna do welll!
BT 2 was USEUS again! walao consistent with BT 1! SUE US, USE US nononononoooo i wanna be USE-less for prelims!
okayyyy jiayouuu everybodyyy especially fellow H1 friends ahem (:

rawrs, byebyebyebyebyeeee worlddd!!:D:D

2010-07-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

decisions, crossroads, feelings.

so many elements of life.

RAWR.

my head's hurting again school feels like hell.

all the shit plus trying and not achieving.

fuck life.

RAWR.

2010-07-12T18:43:00.001+08:00

rawrs,

im so freaking sick of everything.seriously.

rawr.

2010-07-08T19:51:00.002+08:00

testimonials are so, -.-
idk whats good about myself, seriously -.-

ladeeeedum!

I PASSED MATHHH!!!!
I PASSSSED MATHHHHHHHHHHHHH omg can you believe it!?!? and its above class average HAHAHA im over the mooooooooooon!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
YAY! :D but i think i'll fail the rest! nvmm I PASSED MATH! :D

im soooo, HIGH i dont know why!!
oh and im so sad germany's out of top 2! haii fry the eight legger! should be deeeeeleeeecious!! :D

RAWRRRRR.
someone lend me i&i pleaseee?

aiyo haha i hope this world can be happppy! like seriouslyyy!

i want you to be happpppy okayyy? (:

LALALA.

TESTIIIIIIMONIALLLL!!

2010-07-07T08:12:00.003+08:00

rawr last day for blocks!
great time to fall sick --"
woke up and almost couldnt steady myself walk lobsided wts -.-

my throat damn soreeee and i feel so strengthless should i take the physics paper later?):
i havent studied planning yet lolll but what if my paper 1&3 screw like madddd -.- but i think later's paper gna pull down everything anw i cant think straight!! -.-

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! ):

so irritated!!!

GO & DIE -.-

2010-07-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

ohnoo which idiot goes online so early in the morningg D:

physics and math tmr and ive got no motivation to studyyy!!

haha chem paper 3 was soooo fun! one paper per question and every piece of foolscap is soooo empty! hoho D:

but nvmmmm, dont regret watching jappppp!:D

soooo sad they lost! ): haiii ): but still damn proud of them fight till the end :D at least didnt waste my time studying. study also no use, please -.-

im only aiming to do well for physics! :D

but ms li said its gna be damn difficult soo, D:

GERMANYYYY!!!

i hope you win the world cup omgggg :D:D:D

so boreddddd! ):

byebyebyebyeeee world! :D

2010-06-23T11:34:00.002+08:00

waa omg 4 days more before schoooooool!

idk why im here im so stressed HAHAHA

rawrrrrrrrrr

shall reply to TAGS!! :D:D

AARON- walao eh you latest lor dont pretend you STALKER. and you havent tell me how you know yet!

EUNICE- hahaha aye i dont want go back there even though i miss JOEL hahaha D:

SOK- huh why pigs afraid of yuxuan! but wth what's not afraid of him lah so murderous TSK. rawr math sucks studying sucks omggg ):

physics consult ttmrr. and i did nothing! okay near to nothing. kinematics-.- milo's very funnny hahaha i realise he's actually quite very nice (: and him + his girlfriend= veryvery sweet! :D

so random :D

studied at aaron's house ytd with yu eu and sok. quite productive until yuxuan suddenly went to touch cards, then was asshole taiti. tskkkkk lurh.

grah i feel this pressing need to study but when i stare at my notes nothing goes in ):

RAWR.

and i cant believe france lost again. haiii ):

nvmm germany germany i shall still count on youuu! :D

ohno okayy byebyebye :D

2010-06-14T12:46:00.003+08:00

rawr omg im at daddy's office!:D:D
haha shall START studying! like, seriously!!

last week was CIP weeek! HAHAHA.
monday was supposed to meet yu at 745 at je, then realised i didnt bring my ez link card after tappping my wallet at the mrt gate like fifty times-.- ran home to get and ended up suuuuper early! heh sorry made eunice sok aaron yuxuan daniel wait! :D
start of disaster! xavier was the first boy who talked to me! HAHAHA came to me with a spoilt slipper asking me to fix-.- dictator lor please ended up playing hopscotch and the ji dan ji dan game with sok eu and a few boys! (: childhoooood! :D

oh speaking of that i bought TOTO today for the first time! HAHAHA it was sooo hilarious i almost laughed straight into the person's face!
he looked at me, stare stare stare, "are you 18 already?"
"yahh"
"are you reallyreally 18?"
"yahhhh you wanna check my ic?"
stares again, "err its okay lah i believe you. 18 then 18. goodluck ahh" and passed me the betting slips! LOL sooo funny!:D shd do that more often! :D
but heyy i dont look eighteen meh walao ehh! so maybe i can smuggle myself into some buffet with kid's price! HOHO :D

so, back to cip! then i spotted this little boy at the piano and talked to him HOHO then he became my favourite JOEL aka chicorita! :D he totally made me laugh during the tutorial session! talked alot abt pokemon then i became pika-ahchooooo! :D he's soo kawaii pleasee! :D and he's like the smartest and cutest boy there!! :D other than xavier and daniel and chester maybe (:

tuesday, mm planet 51. ahhh wth okayy no elaboration. joel's damn cute! :D

wednesday, YUXUAN WAS LATE! joel didnt come!):
song session (: eunice sang while sudowooodo and huapeng guitared (:
quite nice eh actually but the boys were just being boys, so rowdy tskk!
after cip went amk library to study! walao eh walk damnnnnn loooong lar! wa if i were to go there again i seriously wont know how to navigate -.-
damn retarded, i ended up getting constant attacks by YU and SOK! tskk and SOMEHOW eunice ended up on their side and i think throughout the four days the only one who never poked me was aaron? tskk lah bullllies!! studying session damn fail also! laughlaughlaugh! then play 10x10 bingo before looking for dinner place! walkwalkwalkwalkwalkkkk then finally settled at Banquet.

Thursday! last day hoho. EUNICE AND SOK WERE LATE!
we decided to do a bowling grand entrance-.- went to shop for instant noodles and food for the kids at ntuc before making our way there. yuxuan is a, i think even pigs will be afraid of him! the amt of food that he bought OMG yknow he ate NON STOPP!!
hahaha played police & thief-.- then captain's ball!:D
tutorial with chester ahaha he's actually a very funny little boy the boring compre was made so gross and interesting at the same time! O: talked to him alot. hmm boy with lots of brains and full of potential (:

aiyo i lazy to blog le, SO LONG! small daniel is soo cute!! er-ling-wu! then suddenly become er-ling-jiu HAHAHA! :D and isit keeshan or sth. the small boy quite cute also! but damn naughtyy! then there was a chase joseph around the room time! tsk luh but he's actually really smart toom for his age O: soooo, sad ending! xavier cried ))): rawr. stupid. but in the end he gave me a little note(: i realise he cant even spell his name properly ._.
ohwellls. overall, an enriching experience? haha really learnt alot! and i realise my dear bro is actually really lucky and guai compared to these children (:

aiya and soooo, i think i need to start studying nowww!!
byebyebye worlddd! :D

2010-06-01T12:06:00.003+08:00

i wish i was still a little girl.
just go to sleep, and you know everyting will be alright when you open your eyes again.

sadly things arent that way anymore
even when you shut your eyes you get nightmares, LOL.

i really envy ppl like serene. was talking to her that day and she told me that her sadness doesnt last for more than 3hours. thats like so, SHORT. haha.
but walking through my own life, i feel that im a really strong person alr, hmm D:

anywayy, sick again! my karma realllly CMI! ):
which idiot falls sick thrice a year, during cny, on her birthday and during the holidays!!):
damn stuuuuupid please aiyer! and flu is draining me like madddd! ):

bowled yesterday with class (:
haha it was a five per lane game OMG the speed was like.. slower than snaillll!
and the lane screwed up again waited damn looooong for it to be fixed!! D:
scores were damn lousy hahaha dreamteam omg eugene ho damn, LOL.
alfred really zai own everyong like crapp! i wasnt reallly on form ytd as usual. need at least two games to warm up but only played two games so yea D: found my line in the eighth frame of the last game, AS USUAL. missed pin 6 and 9 and 10 like a million times! chopped 6-10 ... alot of stupid mistakes!!
xinyu very cute when she bowls, HAHA (: and chouyun's damn cool lol its like the houseball goes straight to the pocket and ta-da all pins fall down! :D
oh thankyou aaron for housing my bowling ball :D

okayys so its a few days into the holidays. ive done NOTHING. seriously. no strength and i dont feel like doing any work, AT ALL ): DIE! ):
must start sooon!

sorry yap i really forgot to bring what i prepared for you for your concert! D:
ahhh im getting old!

okayy i shall get back to sleep before fever comes knocking again.
byebye world (:

2010-05-22T12:00:00.004+08:00

havent been online for quite sometime haha msn is sooo, SCARY! O:

so yes, here comes my new month!! SMS woohoooooo~
i should try to control, else end of the month i'll die again! D:

was bloghopping!
haha read a few emo blogs. hmm idk why, i think its just girls.
why do you ppl wanna complicate your lives like that. haii.
i really hope you all can stop hurting yourselves. cus it meets no end. in the end you'll find that the only one crying is yourself. no one else. no one cares, really. youve gotta stand on your own two feet and look ahead.
stretch out your hand, release and let go. its really not easy, but you've got the right to take all the time you need to heal your wound that he inflicted on you.. idk luh lol. wts emo blogs make me feel emo too --"

happy things!
played badminton with the girls during pe ytd (:
yayy so fun but its giving me arm and butt muscleaches again! ):
goooo out with the girls during the hols! :D YAY! :D
anyway last week was damnnnn cooool! we had assembly ONE out of five days! then my morning bus trips were like, one hour plus? hahaha sleeeeep until, like pig! damn shuang:D

spent quite alot of time with teammates :D
monday, was supposed to mug! then smartass aaron came in with a deck of cards so, ta-da all plans down the drain! TSKK.
i love my teammates! :D idk why we're only so close this year, haha but im glad it did happen (:

my two years in jc are so different. last year i was the dumb girl waiting every tues and thurs, now i have teammates to accompany me (:
maybe its karma, idkk. but nope im not gna look back anymore, at least i'll try not to (:
there are so many things in life worth cherishing, and im not gna expose myself to the feeling of being hurt again (:

rawrs omg im talking to sok on msn.
wth some big fat $#@^#&@# omggg its making my blood boill!! ):
hell stupid idiot youre an efffing hypocrite YUCK i cant believe you actually told everyone that YUCK i cant believe i was associated with someone like you!? DAMN.
if i really liked you i wouldnt have found someone to protect me from you!?!?
YUCK! ahhhh. its been more than a year so, i should just relax i guess. but YUCK!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW!!! DDD:

alrighttt, i shd get to work!
time tunnnnnel!

byebye world (:

2010-05-16T15:04:00.004+08:00

rawrs omg i cant believe everyday passes like, whewww BUT my long awaited phone bill cycle is jsut damnnnnnn loong! cant really text till after next sat? ):
hahaha sorry for always daoing i'll devote more msges to you and you and you after this month, promise (:

anyway, haii. hate work! ):
shits im still bowling sick! plus just read eunice's and sok's blog which are so tear triggering ):
HAHA i need more bowlidays! O:

so tireddd! slept at dont know what time last night! watched haloween 2!!
HAHAHA its like, keeps your heart beating damn fast non stop!!
but not bad, i managed to fall asleep after that D:
my big sis was, as usual super ji dong! haiii and after the show she had to keep reminding herself of pooh bear barney and all the happy thoughts, lol (:

so zz i havent done poison tut ):

feel like talking to you suddenly, not even sure if you still come but stillll, haha.
so yeah, idk haha why do you sound so emo when talking abt your dream and passion.
i know its up to you and YOU can do it.
though things are not and never will be the same, i guess you still have my support.
so yeah, whatever it is, i hope that you will cheer up and pick up. all the way ya (:

ahhh, alright. seeyou world (:

2010-05-15T18:33:00.002+08:00

saturday! :D

omg ive been watching tv and vids almost the whole dayy!

sooo, yesterday was, FUN and EXCITING! for the second and third part of the day's programs!! :D:D

csm, AS USUAL. haha was with teammates- sok eunice fanglin and jiaying. haha sounds quite pathetic-.- then sixers! :D

CAMWHORED ALOTT! :D

then was vball match with yap, bel, kelly, jinyao, melwee, dino, elffred, ben ... ...

wa omg NO REGRETS!! the girls match was exciting untillll, cannot breathe!! ate a burger for like suuuper long HAHA. oh i think i havent paid for it yet O: thenthen guys match! hehe super cute and cooool! :D lol anyway double champs! :D:D

after that took bus back to school and went over to jiaying's! (:

sorrrry pang you all for bowling-.- when its actually everyone panging me please-.- stupid guys tskk.

yupppp so camwhored alot using fanglin's cam! HAHAHA love the teammm!!:D:D

then left with changfeng! wa some idiot who can entertain me for the entire bus trip again! :D

ladeedum!

details in my mind, lazy to type out!

yupppp ppl are complaining my blog too emo so, a happy post now (:

bye world! loves! :D

2010-05-07T20:52:00.002+08:00

welllls so the journey ends here.

its been a rather long jpurney with LOTS of obstacles and im reallllly glad i had eunice sok and xinyan by my side since sec1. haha omg xinyan seriously, that was really provoking. "especially the three of you, we have been through so much.."

haii yeah, setbacks only make us stronger i guess, and seriously who would expect us to make a miracle reinstatement of nybowling two years ago. at least we guarantee juniors (:

a divs. i know it hasnt been my best and all, but i guess i did all that i could.

even though i closed no frame during my second frame today, i learnt that you really must pick yourself up cus crying and getting all stressed up seriously solves NO problem at all.

thankyou to all the supporters and of course my team- fanglin jiaying and dearest doublese partner, SOK! (: loveyouuu haha juniors continue to strive hard for next yearrr!! you'll get the seeded title back alrightt!! :D

feeling so, emotional.

these two weeks have been realllly short and great!

taking train in the morning instead of waiting for the unpredictable bus, watching the lanes being oiled in the morning, meeting teammates first thing in the morning at OCC! it seems to be my second home now, haha. alot of things happen there, tears and laughter..

i seem to be closer to teammates than classmates now. hmm especially going home train buddies on our journey to the west! lol namely sok, aaron, yuxuan, har, junyan, cf, daniel (: even though you guys like to bully me, but i guess train rides are made alot more interesting with company home (:

and yeah, special thanks to aaron. thankyou for always being there and believing in me. sorry i think i really disappointed you, haha but wellll, thankyou anywayy (:

and SOK! doubles partner i think i reallly dui bu qi ni! haii so sorry im realllly off form and pulled your position so lowww ): anyway, LOVEYOU LOADS! :D

lol im bowling sickkkkk!!

loveyou hcbowl!!!♥

i want puffballs throwing session sooooon!!

2010-05-04T20:11:00.004+08:00

and everytime i close my eyes, images of my missed spares keep coming back to me.
easy pins which should be 100% sparings like pin 10, pin 7, 6-10, 4-7, pin 5, pin 3!!!

ARGH.
omg i really dont know what im doing i keep dropping ball and now my overall position just keeeeeps getting lower. FML.

im really giving up on bowling, cus its giving up on me.
after a divs, im never gna touch that damn ball again, maybe till next year or sth.

RAWR ):

idk what to expect it DIDNT use to be this way!!
its just so blardy screwed! im sure to hit my head pin all the time but right now, its usually the last pin standing. wtf.

hai
screwwww ):

2010-04-27T21:10:00.002+08:00

NEED YOU NOW- Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Woah, woah
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now, I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

haha feel damn, lost ):

stupid bowling! i think im really terrible, screwed like shit ):

even line ups were screwed we're 2.2 not 2.1 -.-

hai, next week will be better!

i need you ):

2010-04-18T00:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL! :D

haha omgs finally eighteeeen!:D

not much diff actually anw, since alcohols clubs and cigarettes are not quite me D:

alrightttt, so in this new age, hmmmm. i wanna be HAPPY! :D

hehh, love myself and all the ppl around me who love me!

dont hurt others and dont get hurt!(:

live everyday with true smiles!(:

yayy okayy loveyou world! byebye! <3

2010-04-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA omg hotmail wished me happy birthday alr sooo amusing HAHAHA M1's the first by farrr! :D

shitxz im so easily amused when today's supposed to be eeeeeeeeemo day! D:

rawr 3hr training tmr shuangggggg! :D

iloveyou chinsian this is so random haha but yeah, reallly! (:

wa zz i dread pe tmr mann hai life sucks lah wts!!

ohwellls first econs lesson without leong ):

sadnesss lah this class is like, STRESSFUL!

or maybe im jsut reallllly stupid and not good enough, idkkk D:

then when i saw leong and told him i wna transfer back to his classs, he gave me an awesome reply! wtsss. which is true to some extent actually, LOL :/

ahhh PW tmr!

scaredddddd!! ):

lol this post is damnnn, useless -.-

gooodnight world go sleeeeeeep! :D

2010-04-13T16:13:00.001+08:00

so emptyy ):

haha idk leh this feelign sucks ):

i dont need that much time i just need an hour, or even half.

lol little things that can make me realllly happy.

hmmm.

training now cant think too much!

2010-04-10T13:03:00.003+08:00

happy birthday sok! ((:

doubles partner hoho :D
take care of your kneee please!!!

next week's my day!
no bag no shoes noooo, i dont want anything lah, realllly (:

birthday wish, msg, HUG! enough! :D

i wanna bowl welllll, rawrs!
must talk to my razzle more (:

haiya, boringgggg
byebye world! :D

2010-03-26T22:53:00.001+08:00

every wound leaves a scar,
mine left an ugly one but, lol what matters is, its not gna hurt anymore, i hope (:
im trying to get used to being independant, cus i realise how much i always depend and rely on you, lol.

i guess its time to grow up (:
haha its time to stand on my own two feet!

ohwells blocks suck! ):
and my middle finger hurts! ):
who knew there was a metal piece under that bowling machine ):
and stupid dewei accidentally hit my face damn hard today! ):
haiya sad haha today and yesterday all so suayyy!! ):

cant strike today could only spare!

dont know luh so weird haha not enough strength! only meal was at 10plus? before dinner at least D: loyal to lane 28!! D:

idk luh hahaha im feeling so damn blardy tired! ):
sleeeep forever! (:

2010-03-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

where are you, when I need you the most

2010-03-15T14:26:00.001+08:00

i realise that ultimately,

the only one who can help me is myself.

i'll be strong (:

2010-03-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

i really cant believe you actually said that

haha wts.

time and again

what have you always been seeing me as?

2010-03-08T21:12:00.002+08:00

no school tmr! :D
hahaha thanks to the seniors who did well for A's! :D
i wanna do well next year toooo! so stressful lah aiyoo dont do well very scary one cann!haha D:

so yepppp, what im gna concentrate on from now on is just to well in A's! (: then enter some uni and quickly finish so i can get my cert and go out to work!
this world is just too scary, seriously. everyone and everything is unpredictable.
the good guy right next to you may suddenly decide to charge at you with a knife. lol extreme but yeah hahaha things around me seem to make me learn alot.

okayy happier things! (:
i bought angel's present today! :D thankyou for pei-ing me! :D yes its called POLITE!:D
and omg aaron tan finally admitted that im a good influence laaa! woohoo~

anw today, --'s msg really pulled me out of the well. haha it really makes sense, as in alot of sense so yes, i guess time is all i need. and things take time to fade,, im not cold blooded (:

oh you know that day while training home with yuxuan aaron har junyan daniel and xl after trng we saw this guy who looks exactly like the shirt that he was wearing! HAHAHA. suuuuper cool lah golden hair and allll! random! (:

ahhh lazy type le.

mugmugmug i wanna sleeeeeeep!
goodnight!:D

2010-03-02T16:14:00.002+08:00

下雨天
下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

do physics until im damn tired><>

heard this song on radio haha, its raining.

haii so colddd! ):

i hope s is alright. im sorry i cant help much too but i'll be here for you yahhh (:

sucks lol these few days i think i learnt alotalot of things!

ohwelllls at least school starts on a wednesday! means, TRAINING! (:

i must really learn to concentrate on the lanes. on friday everyone was alr doing five steps while im still stuck at two. couldnt advance cus the ball couldnt roll over 5-5 and kept hitting the towel><>

why cant fri timetable be replaced instead? its the shortest yet most painful day in the week ,lol.

back to physics!

buzzzzzzzzz i wna stop feeling this way! ):

i feel like i very dui bu qi someone. RAWRS.

shopppppping for angel-mortal presents next week anyone? :D

2010-02-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart- Alicia Keys

Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
Near me, touch me, feel me
And even at the bottom of the sea
I could still hear inside my head
Tellin' me, touch me, feel me

And all the time you were tellin' me lies

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well, you could try sleeping in my bed

Lonely, own me nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown
You made my body feel heaven bound
Why don't you hold me
Near me, I thought you told me
You'd never leave me

Looking in the sky I could see your face
And I know right where I fit in
Take me, make me, you know that I'll always be in love
With you
Right til the end OOh

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could've told you right from the start
It's about to fall apart
So rather than hold on to a broken dream
Or just hold on to love

And I could find a way to make it
Don't hold on too tight
I'll make it without you tonight

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you
I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight
I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

wa sheeesh haha i feel damn happy now! :D
today was so fulllllll of emotions! AIYO.
today i was still listening to this song but hmmm, no more no moreeee!:D

hmm okayy so this marks the end,
the realrealrealreal END.

yuppp so after this if i mention anything abt IT again, just slap me luh.
spent quality time with shirleyyyyy! :)

so wellll, i stoned home for abt 1hour, thinking abt ppl.
abt shirley, abt xinyu, abt yc and lots of things we do tgt and when i came to my senses after crossing the dangerous road and almost being hit by the lorry, i realise sth (:

i took 2 months and 25days, this is damn long but its sth i thought i'd never achieve.
yay, congratulations! :D

ahaha. there's trng tmr! :D
HAPPPPY! :D
and i have a niceeeee angel hohoho
im getting so incoherent loll.

i dont feel like having pe tmr! hmm it gives me muscleaches everywhere!
my body will be soooo unsymmetrical please!
like larger right arm, right thigh and even the right side of my butttt!! -.-

rawrs its almost 10.

cherylin's birthday coming!:D

byebye world!:D

2010-02-22T20:39:00.003+08:00

so tired):
i think im sick again!
cough's gone and here comes flu! ):

rawr thanks for walking me out today chinsian! :D
stupid mud studystudy until disappear to dont know where!

haii.
so luan! ):

i think i made the wrong choice in giving the ... lors.
seeing the diff bands on your hand everyday.
lol dont know luh.

i dont wanna fall sick!
thanks ivan but rawr nono no doctor! ):

byebyebyebyebye!

2010-02-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

SICK! ):

i felt so lonely today haha must be one of the loneliest of my lives lah LOL.
ive never been to the doctor ALL BY MYSELF before! wthhh there's always someone to pei me but OHWELLS. scary D:

doctor said i have fever and blablabla same old things. no pe for one weeek! YES! i hate squash! it makes you feel so squashed! and when somebody throws a squashball at your thighs, IT HURTS AND MAKES AN UGLY MARK!!! i sound damn petty here but lalala he's an evil guy hmmph! ):

on the bus home kept coughing luh WALAO. there was this time 4min non stop! then started to tear like mad luckily the second deck of the bus not very crowded later ppl think i siao sit and cry alone for what! -.-
then fell asleep and missed my stop by a stop so walked back under the hot sun-.- crazy ehhh lol but not bad luh so much time to myself. reallly went deep in thought D:

didnt train today!
I WANNNNA BOWLLLLL!!! ):
sai luhhh friday no trng somemore im gna lose touch mann rustyyyyyyy~
sorry aaron heh my turn to pangseh you now! one for one! :P

rawr its eight! the medicine's taking effect! drowsy!):
i bet the idiot who sprained his ankle trained again today.
I.D.I.O.T

schooooool sucks! i realise i have 4demerit pts for being late alr this year! -.-
im like taking the 620am bus everyday now lah! super sleep deprived! ZZZ ):

i realise i use alot of smileys ehhh! and joonfai thinks my mortal knows who i am alr. so stuuuupid! he just replied me today haha but not bad luh, better than nothing! (:

some teacher damn walao la today. was on the way to LT for CT thingy then she down there talk to me (which seems more like she's talking to herself) abt my uniform. say i look like 水桶 haii doesnt she have a better.. metaphor!? lolll and smart xinyu didnt realise the tcr was talking to me until she said 水桶 nice lahhhh! -.-

walao i didnt realise my post so looong!
lol hao ba stop wasting time!
seeeeyou world!

HAPPPPY CNY! :D

2010-02-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

rawr omg i feel like removing my throat!haha
its getting soooo irritating! all the COUGHS!!!):

okayys im bored! physics 11C is toooo unappealing for me, apparently!><
alinatan is soooo cute! i really love youuuuu eh hahaha!:D and hsinfang tooo!:D hf told me my face pretty alr, so the hair anyhow also nvm.anyway it will grow. hahahaha:D

my angel wrote to me today! WALAO. so not sincere but haiya nice me replied with a nice looooon letter! :D chinsian sooo lucky i also want rui jie as my mortal siaaaaa stuuuuupid person dont want reply me cus he thinks that im a guy!! like HELLLL, guy cannot write to guy meh!-.-

J1s are clogging up everywhere! so annoying! esp in the morning there's practically no room for any movement other than turning your head!!-.-
rawrs. and some ppl ahhh. seriously. common enemy OMG. slap your asses manxzxzxz!!

but okayy, today not that bad lor!:D
quite closeeee heh i like! :D

alrightttt so zz haha i realise this year vday no chance to give out chocs! so many holidays lah! tooooo bad manxz no more popularity contest HAHAHA.

coughhhhhhhh omg i hate you!
byebyebye world! :D

2010-02-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

pooof!
im damn tired!
physically and emotionally, haha><
eso when you have a class full of assholes that only know how to laugh and make fun of you when you cut your hair. seriously. i wonder how many days they havent brushed their teeth its rotting and reeeeking. f.

and when i told my mummy she actually said the f word.
LOL. cooool mum! to some extent. she asked me to scold the guys cus they have effing no balls! LOL. true :)

went bowling after school with eunice and yuxuan!
walao the yuxuan ah seriously!! break one arm still wanna bowl and refuse to do foul line drill!!-.- crazy guy omggg!-.-
and eunice HOHO. CONGRATS on breaking your own record twice! new pb! :D
my time has yet to come, lol. games sucked today. super inconsistent i shd seriously bowl more><

coughed like mad! my throat pain!):
think im dying soon haha.
sucks.

alright haha, SIANS.
my angel and mortal havent written to me!):

ah zzzz, bye world! :)

2010-02-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

omg i was soooo excited abt junior class!!

but cannot see class list! WALAO.

not fun!!!! ahhh tmr stalkkk! YES! :D

alright workworkwork!

its hard to be on top of work!

the last time i did so was.. primary school? HAHAH.

then in sec1 i got exposed to ~~copying~~ PARAPHRASING!!:D

which ive practised for quite sometime horh CX!O:

then now that im in jc, technological advancement has made me learn the ropes of photocopying!

sucks LOL.

SMJ tmrrrrr!!

yeah hopefully at least 7 out of the 13 are cute! then we dont have to ffight for mortals! HOHO:D

walao so pointlessss i wanna see jnrs calss listtt!!

ah fine, seeyou! (:

2010-01-23T11:21:00.002+08:00

weekends again!
TWO weeks down!

my arm musclas hurt like maddd! first thing i woke up, my left arm cramped!? lol damn pain and even my left isnt spared this time round!!
worked on speed and stopping my flying during trng ytd. WALAO.
its near impossible! i thought i bent my knees but i didnt then ended up bending down my whole body till the ball touched the foul line -.- gave up in the end so yeah, tried to fly lower lor! D:

rawrs! you know how sad the bowling team is>< we have FOUR girls out of 19ppl! and the females are all seniors! i want J1s!! or we'll become like some musculine cca!! TSK.
went home with aaron after that. lol yknow i realise alot of guys are quite as gossipy as girls! that day had gossip cum cards session with chengxin jenzi and elffred! WALAO haha. shhh kept within the four walls! :D

i wanna go out with cherylin!hoho random!
the dinosaur kept asking me to choose btw c- and s- ytd! walao irritating! the truth is, you are spoilt for choice when it comes to girls but guys ahhhhh. TSK.

haiya okayyy im bored!
my arms hurttt! someone help me carry my bag to school on monday? :D

wheeeeees haha bye world! :D

2010-01-17T13:37:00.002+08:00

its NOT okay and

its NEVER okay and

it NEVER WILL BE okay.

wthh. why do ppl like to say they are fine and "its okay" and all the crap shitt when hell, nothing's going right and you totally DONT mean what you say!

wtf.

i really regret. cus seriously had you been smart and said it 2 weeks later you'd have enjoyed yourself that day? at least thts what i think.

wtf.

ahhh.

fffffffffff.

2010-01-16T12:55:00.002+08:00

ive been trying to change blogskin.

but nothing seems to be going right haha><

ytd was super tiring. lol.

alighted at chinese garden thinking that i was home. was going down the escalator before i realised im at the wrong station -.-

no word's the right one to describe.

its just one week and i totally feel like im dying.

its worse than living hell i swear ):

but im stronger than that (:

it'll dry up. forget. and be forgotten.

haha sooooo, seniors came back yesterday during training :D

i was realllly delighted to see them dont know why haha i dont like the feeling of being the oldest around, never did D:

but toook damn long to close a frame. the only achievement was i managed to hit my long hated enemy pin 10 both times i was left with it (:

alright time for workk. photocopy machine hoho.

i love my gp teacher im given great motivation to do well this year!!

wth lol. seeyou world! (:

2010-01-15T21:09:00.003+08:00

happy birthday yongcai! (:

happy birthday joey! (:

在我心上用力的开一枪

让一切归零在这声巨响

im damn tired.

its been nothing but painful.

time to let go.

2010-01-09T19:16:00.001+08:00

TWO more days to schooool!
lol SUCKS! ):

haha, i wanna stopppp being an idiot!

wts.
byebye world!

2010-01-06T11:14:00.003+08:00

6 days into the new year!
haha lili just told me my pay's OUT!:D rich again woohooooo~
i still owe quite a few ppl treats! loll guess i'll return them only if you jio me out!:P

went chalet for a few hours last night! walao the entire train ride was suuuuuuuuuper looooooong! at least i had company till lavender lah (: but ohwelllls and the train was super cold towards pasir ris when more and more ppl alighted!D: had pastamania with the ppl there. ahaha very few ppl leh our chalet really quite sad. all guys other than joleen claud and xx! and idiot minron had to welcome me with a cocooon omg damn scary i screamed untillll.. walao. and he kept whacking my butt thinking that it was my head lah idiottt-.-

anw felt alot better after ytd. idk why, heh. isit the understanding or the dosage>< either way i wont really feel that awkward anymore. except that its YOUR losss.hmmph not mine! and yaaaaa, like i promised you,i wont waste water anymore, okayy? (:
so this yearrrrr, A levels. haii impt year else my last cert would be PSLE? HAHA. lotsa work to do damnit happy package makes me damn unhappy lah what rubbish!><

ive been a maid at home today lalala doing all the housework! im more than qualified to be a perfect housewife lor! HAHA then i study for whattt. or i can open maid agency to teach maids how to clean up nice and fast!:D or cleaning company hahaha!anyth that doesnt have to do with the PCME that im studying now O:

ladeedum. i hope lili stays for work next year! else walao seriously im, not gna go back tot artbox. esp when yeewon is gone and if meiyu isnt gna stayy ): dumb girl jio you then you not free.tsk lah next date you settt (: i kinda miss working actually. hahaha even if it means standing there for up to 12h a day, but not bad luh meet ppl talk crap with colleagues and alll (: and you have idiots who come to your shop up to 4times a day to visit, sometimes bringing food and drinks haha horh aaron (: thanks alot heh.

hao baaa i think its time to transform!go do workk):
oh yknow my lags got bitten by dont know what! walao swollen leh two huge patches on both legs!ugly le lah haiii ):

walao random i think im like talking to myself whenever i blog-.-
bye world(:

2009-12-22T08:46:00.002+08:00

its the day itself,,and im not hearing from you
lol. its the same feeling.

haha idkkkk.

anyway work has been rather crazy!

beeezeee until.HAHAHA. at least i have crazy colleagues!

like meiyu<3>

and nice friends who come to visit me! :)

work at 11 today.

last chance baby

its now or NEVER.

2009-12-05T09:32:00.002+08:00

sooo hazy!

it'll be london-like at night if street lights are added lol (:

but the weather's damn cold! i keeep sneezing i think im catching a cold ):

yesterday was so dampening ):

i swear i prepared everyth and already had my bowling bag in my daddy's car boot since morning! then sth happpened and yeah, didnt train again. wts ): damndamndamnnn rustyyyy!! ):

lol then xinyan's msg cheered me up a little. haha, simple but i think ive never felt so close to her before!idk whyy><>thatttt bad?

so wellllls, im lazy to blog alr D:

haha, tomorroww! :D

2009-12-01T23:11:00.001+08:00

one day!
FIVE more to go!

i hope youre having funnn! (:
TAKECARE and dont catch a cold!><

2009-11-30T11:25:00.002+08:00

hellllllllo! :D
im ahem home alone now!:D hoho :D

one more hour to gooo! (:
wa i think fb is really damn boring even when i dont use it that often. its main purpose is like, to stalk ppl lor! O:

ohwelllllls HUNGRY! and SLEEEPY!><
i wna see somebody dressed in the weirdest clothes combi hohoho :D

sooo, no work for today! im so happy ruijun's coming to work with me again!:D GREAT!
there're sososoo many trainees i dont really want new colleagues though. this batch is likely to be younger than me and i dont like to work with ppl younger than me >(

lili has been rather crazy lately HAHAHA i think she's veryveryvery noisy when she's working with me! and thats definitely NOT my influence tskk.
actually working quite fun eh! yknow when i go out ppl call me "xiao mei" but duh when i work they call me "xiao jie"! sounds alot better rightt HAHA ._. i realise there're alot of rich ppl around. seriouslyyy, ppl who pick up items without looking at the price and flash a credit card upon payment.. zai lor i wanna be like that next time manxz! help to increase ppl's sales HOHO :D
wa and i also realised there're alot more mei nv than shuai ges around! HAHAHA. honestlyyy!:D melissa was wondering if the girl would run off with another guy when i pointed out a damn chio girl to her that day!O:

ladeeedum okayy im done! i shall go do my mix&match now woohoooooo~
seeyou world! :D

2009-11-26T09:00:00.002+08:00

hellllo world! (:

this is cyber wastage haha><

soooo, hols has been nothing but workworkworkkk.

sounds quite sian actually but not that bad luh. at least i have funnnn colleagues!:D

stillll, im sorry friends for always pangseh-ing you guys but november determines by dec trip so, yeah): and lili's gna slot me in more in dec then i can pay my own school fees next year!coooool? (:

rawrs somebody's flying off next weeeeeeek ):

one week's quite long actually. haha. takecareeeee!(:

ROY was entertaining me ytd. loll not bad lor shirley ahem nice boyfriend (:

oh and, im sorry xinyu and chinsian (aunty&aunty) hahaha they sound like they can open a pte ltd company lo. and yongcai rawrrrrrr ):

loooooooong story.

and sorrrry DUSBIN ><

and bry haha, thanks alot!(: and its your own loss you deleted your contact from my phone im not gna bother finding out your number again hurrrrr

rawr. anyway going to work would really make you realise the meaning of "professionalism".

no matter how youre feeling inside, be it happy sad angry or mad, or whatever, when you serve customers, you've gotta smile! smile pleasantly and make sure you reveal none of your emotions inside.

alrightttttt, i gotta have BREAKFAST and get ready for work. hey i eat okayyy!tskk.

byebye world!

2009-11-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

091109! :D
nice number hahaha every 9th of every month is supposed to be nice!
RIGHT?
hmm today's just sooo, memorable.
lollll.

sianzeeeeee okayyy im bored!
i wanna watch teeveeee! ><

i hate pw! )))))):
oh i think shirley's a very funny person! HAHAHA.

sian eh today really, quite screwed!
im sorry lili i couldnt help you today! ): rawr. i hope he's alright we're gna be colleagues in 3 days!! (:

work work earn earn!studyyy.
my only aim shall be to.. BE RICH! yess. i wanna be DAMN RICH.
ppl often say cash isnt everything but hey, its so darn important. hmmm.

haoooo ba tv's calling me, zai jian da jiaaaaaaa! :D

2009-11-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

SO SICK!))):

haha some things are just so, indescribable.

esp feelings, i guess.

mmmm i wanna fly to the moon! and maybe meet chang e! haha so random

kay i feel like bowling! aaron keeps telling me night bowling's fun cus the alleys are rather empty?

haha kay lah, i hope your ankle heals soon! <3

2009-10-22T22:11:00.002+08:00

there are many things in life that cant be changed,

for example, the brain that you are born with.

if there's so much to complain, go on. seriously.

its true my brain's not as good as his, or hers..

but i try. i give it my all.

and if its still not up to your expectations,

im sorry.

expectations. they are so hard to live up to.

they are the forces that drive you, that keep you going;

but they are also the complete murderer, that kills your self esteem and all.

soooo, i guess there's not much you can do abt it now.

just enjoy life till you feel its time to start working hard again.

ahaha, meanwhile,

SMILEEE!! :)

2009-10-20T20:48:00.002+08:00

hey ppl! :D
im sorry i deserted my blog for abt a month D:

self trained today, with eunice and yuxuan and gerald!:D
it was coooool yes first game 157. i was aiming for 174 in the next game but ohwells, screwed up in some frames due to wrong posture-.- so yes, 156 for second game.not that bad but could have done better. third game was, the only thing im proud of is is managed to spare 3-6-7! HAHAHA. never before okayyy i used alot of strength for that D:

anw har noticed my unstable-ness. ohwells i think my way of walking steps is unique beyond recognition><" then maybe sok can stop laughing at my flying pose! who knows, maybe it'll be the next cool move in the bowling world! what crap O:

man i think we're getting back math paper tmr? RAWR. i dont wanna get back anything!!!!! especially CHEM and GP. blardyy. screwed like hellll ><

lol whatever.

ive been feeling so.. hurrrr.

still, thanks alot friends haha ah sian for trying to cheer me up by singing her wonderful ahem songs, and aunty heng hahaha, smile!:D and jocelyn, for simply asking (:

PW.

ohwells. actually ive really been feeling very confused. i really dont know what you are thinking.

rawr. hao ba, i should go edit my wr nowww><

bye world!:D

2009-09-21T14:27:00.003+08:00

My Love Will Get You Home by Christine Glass
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

i like this song(:

rawr. so bored! so boring!!):
there's school tmr, YUCK. i wanna have holidays everyday!!

had MAF on saturday(:
even though i was rather sian-ed in the beginning, i guess i'll have to thank my dear beloved friends for being there?(: especially jenzichuaaa!<3>

idk leh. somehow i still feel the resentment. it may be a one off thing, but who knows if it'll happen again. i HATE being treated this way. rawr.

missed bel's performance im sosoooo sorry!aiyo):

then played sparklers with iris hilary hsinfang and jinfaye aka BIMBO ahemm :D

but manxz it made me sadder when the sparklers burn off after awhile. LALALA.

debbietang was soooo sick! damnnn. she kept staring at my ass omggggg-.-

ahhh and that serene new didnt turn up! TSKK. CM tskkk.

ohwelllls i think we can never have a complete class photo D:

and i didnt realise until i was in bed that night that i didnt have dinner.

wthh. i think im going maddddd.

hao baaaaa, im bored. pointless post again-.-

and JOLEENLEEE please youre DAMN scandalous stop denying!:D

~~why does everything that you said that night still linger~~
zai jian people! :D

2009-09-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

hellllo people!:D

okayy since SOMEBODY wants me to update so much, here i am! (:

im trying to do WR! ):

sooo, i still hate pw! ):

thsi is gna be a damndamndamnnnn pointless post okayy! tskk><

im so sleeeepy!):

i think im like some pig seriously! i dont sleep during school hours but when on the bus, yeah. the woman sitting inside had to shakeshake and SHAKEEEEE my leg just to wake me up so she can move out and alight!manxz damn diu lian! the moment i opened my eyes i saw two ny girls um-chio-ing!): tsk what kind of juniors lor pleaseee):

grahh save me promos are cominggggg!!

haiya. must study hard! yes, STAR-DEE!:D

i was studying with bgf today!:D yknow her classss, HAHAHA. cmi omgg. at least the that clique! OMG. i was quite shocked then totally amused when i came into the classroom after leaving for a longlooong time! O:

grahs i think i have double eyebag youknowww!): even though i slept at 1030pm last night WHOOOOPS! :D chinsian too! HAHA. rubbbish-y i like her short-er hairr. mann i think the five of us, our favourite hangout is like, the toilet!? the first and second level one!:D with the niceniceniceeee full length mirror!:D thanks to the aunty heng!-.- ohh i realise the first floor other side mirror makes you look FAT!): haii. why am i analysing toilets here-.-

i wanna trainnnn! wo yao da qiuuuuu!! when training starts its gna be damndamndamnnnnn rusty! ): i havent trained for AGES! ): okayy fine i shall practice my steps at home then wheees~ rawrs teammates!:D promos go training come!:D YESSS!:D

roy was being super retarded today lor! TSK. and all that he and dewei know how to say to me is "where is he?" "aye i just saw him eh" MANXZ -.-

joleeeeenleee. s.c.a.n.d.a.l.o.u.s. TSK.

ah sian there's water polo tmr!

alright, i think i needa goooo! ooooh its the magical 1111 again LALALA :D

hao ba, da jia study hard!:D

hehe. ILOVEYOU<3

2009-09-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

its 1111&im missing you

pw omgggg

maids employers relationships damnittttt.

HATE IT ):

you're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker, no way no way~

ohnoooo those ppl got me addicted to this song! haha sheeeesh but its quite nice (:

rawrs.

so.. WRONG.

everything is WRONG.

NOTHING is right! its all LEFT.

bliblablabli.

wrong time again rawrrrrr.

so painful ):

wts. it sucks to be labelled.

i want things back ):

2009-09-01T14:22:00.003+08:00

da jia hao! :D

its september! ohh,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!! :D

omg you know i was doing pw, then my eyes were super tired so i let my sissy use the comp first, and in the end i slept for one solid hour! unknowingly eh wthh. sleep-deprived):

last night i looked into the mirror i chua tio okayy my eye rings are like, suuuuuper dark!in contrast to my pale face.haha totally compelled me to sleep -.-

soooooo, had celebrations ytd. LALALA. no comments but i realllly miss the ny performance! mann shd have gone back earlier to watch i heard this year's programmes are reallly good! ah anyway, went back with 406'08!! BEST CLASS EVER ON EARTH dont try to fight you WONT win :D took photos!:D:D:D met mr low and wu laoshi ahaha ny still feels more like home (: you jia de wei dao! :D

wu laoshi :D

but aiya didnt see cherylin!): she said she grew fatter but AHEM can she be trusted? NONONOO! :D

thenthen i met hweeyanne sophia and charis! aiyoo s&c said i grew thinner and prettier HAHA and nono dont you ever go find things out from sok TSK.

then was dazhong with madeline and hweeyanne! 三代同堂lol (:

met lots and lots of teachers! basically all lah hoho. mdm tan, mdm koh, xu laoshi, lan laoshi, wu laoshi, ms lim, mrs kumar, mrs mok, mdm ho.

so yepp, i ended up walking around with hweeyanne and hash. apparently none from my batch came back): but alright binsing was talking abt class outing so yes gogo organise!! :D i realise i havent realllly talked to him before eh, but somehow when we sms it doesnt seem that mo sheng hoho. (:

yepppp and so that concluded my teachers' day! (:

nice way though i realise im alot closer to my pri school teachers, somehow. OH i took a photo of the prefectorial board in the hall! HAHA :D once in a lifetime mann LOL:D

OMG seeseeseeee 2004 HAHAHA :D

alrighty, oh i think mr kuo's phone totally hang-ed ytd! thanks to us his beloved students!:P

LALALA.

i hate pw!

seeeeeeyouuuuuuuuuu! (:

2009-08-18T22:38:00.003+08:00

red lorry, yellow lorry.
it seems so easy, doesnt it?
loll, something just as simple can turn into something really complicated.

during physics lab today i got bored so started to cup up the string.
so its like, one nice long perfect string, cut into many little pieces. but no matter how hard you try, you can never piece them back again.

grah, i dont know what im driving at.

the whole world's under stress. mental stress, emotional stress.

sians.

i feel like just,

dropping dead!

ahaha, stupid pointless post.

~~i feel so useless~~

rawr, seeyou (:

2009-08-16T12:04:00.002+08:00

hellllos! :D

this song's mv's damn cute HAHA i like!:D
You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift
You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset.
She's going off about something that you said
'Cuz she dosent get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she dosen't like
And she'll never know your story like I do'

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm in the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me

You belong with me
Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say your fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know
Baby...
You belong with me

Oh'
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know your about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me

You belong with me...

taylor swift's pretttty! :D

today's supposed to be my "do work day" but apparently, i feel like slacking!
everyone's started mugging their asses off! CRAZY!><

or maybe im the crazy one not mugging!><>

did pw over at minron's house ytd! he's the best lor tskk, made me and kahyi miss the stop and take back again! TSKTSKK. but he treated me quite very well ytd, other than terrorising me till i fell off the weighing machine and hit the table,or was it a cupboard at the back! ya. fell on my ass damn pain okayy):

alot of food! hoho like the chengxin's house!except that his food all unhealthy ones!HAHA O: i smsed him from the comp room to ask for water, then he immediately ran from his room to the kitchen to get me chocolate milk! HAHA:)

the minron's brothers so cute!LOL twins are so funnny! they peered into minron's rooom one at a time and i didnt realise they were two diff ppl until he told me so! O:

then the xinyu came later! ahaha HEY YOU KNOW WHAT! kahyi eats DAMN LITTTLE! omg he's seriously,, the third lightest in class! DAMN! first is jocelyn (duh-.-) rawrr crazyy he's making xinyu super sad HAHAHA.

after that i went amk hub with xinyu to zouzou and look for bag! ahaha, we actually have quite some common topics.hmm(: shared koi too! LOL. i wanna play pool! i think im damndamn lousyy><>

one day we go play badminton at lz's house! :D

rahrahrah. i shall go start fb-ing! boreddd.

next week is a crazyyyy weeek!><

alrighty seeeeyouuuu! :D

2009-08-05T20:45:00.003+08:00

i had my first meal at 1030am,

and my second, also my last at 930pm.

yeah that happened ytd. wth. i think im crazy, ppl tell me im ano, but im not!! -.-

but fact is, i find myself having two meals almost everyday recently.

rawr. whats wrong with me><

today has been a rather shitty day.

the day started off reallllll terribly! wts. thanks melweeweee heh i think i just kept complaining to you the entire morning!-.- RAWR.

and it was real crap shitty ~~and we didnt even talk at all today):~~

then came TRAINING!

on the way there i had to deal with THE ANAL ONE. wth give me so much shit i was so damn BLARDY pissssed at him!-.-

but ahden worked his magic lah hoho managed to make me laugh for the remaining of the bus journey, even though we both decided to sleep initially. rubbbish-y leh HOHO but the deal's still on! 100% for chem and i'll treat!(: wthh. the moment i said that ah, he got up and went over to get his chem notes! TSK.

and omg during training! aloi made us do the 2-step thingy,and i couldnt coordinate at all! when i slide i wanna fall eh, TOTALLY!-.- haha then he had to personally teach me like, thrice? before i roughly got it.

thenthen OMG. i was bowling on the same lane as Junyan and Aden, so i typed in the name as "JAR". then for Cyril, Eunice and Xinyan, i typed "CEX", then happily went to bowl, and immediately after that, omg imagine xinyan callling my name real loudly and started to strangle me. TSK. HAHA and she asked me to pronounce "cex" then did i realise. walao. it totallllly proves my PURE, INNOCENT mind puh-lease!!O:

thenthen we had a game, whereby you have to do 20lunges should you get an open frame. DAMN luh. i did 100 in total! and my thigh muscles are like.. i have difficulty walking now ya. tmr will be worse OMGG><>

anyway yeappp then walked to farrerpark station with eunice aden cyril melvin yuxuan har aaron. ahaha aden was alot of help today!:D wheees~ allowing my bowling bag to sit on his trolley bag for a longloooong time! :D thanks heh (:

we crapped alot on the train! the aaron and yuxuan siao. omg they actually mug the rubrics cube omg how do you spell it><>

then homebound! it took me great strengths to conquer the bridge omgg. damn painful eh my legs damnit! and that aaron. BEST AH. sms me saying that he's taking lift up to his house. you win lor!=.= crazy lah cannn he sends 5000+ msges a month? tsktsktskkk.

rawrs there's eom due tmr. i hate physics. i cant understand a single crap abt gravitation.

dont like leh): the girls are like all so smart, i feel like im realllly struggling sometimes. sians. melwee told me nicole told her 1/3 of 406ers didnt meet the passing criteria? aiyo. i miss the clas manxz. loll we used to be there together to face it tgt. but talking to sixers that day felt really good! it was me and melwee initially, then came hsinfang, then samrae came and left, then melwee left, then jenzi came, and caroline came, and chengxin came, and we all left! best!:D

ohhh i wanna see chinsian in braces! she's damn sad!

she gets bullied everyday! by the serene lao da and ahlian xinyu and the look guai jocelyn! so sad horh haha unlike me, so nice aiyo (A)

ahaha kkay im bored! i needa do workk! wa i havent had such a long post in ages!:D

heh yeppp seeeyou! (:

2009-08-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

omg life is boring!

i've been falling sick and recovering and falling sick again!
i sneezed a million times today and my nose started to race and my voice changed and i feel damn tired now rawr>< daddy asked if i wanna see the doctor so i can get an mc for tmr. HOHO.
i guess not luh, even though ive really not been studying, but i dont like seeing the doctor>< energetics suck ttm!

jenzi was suuuuuuper random ytd!
HAHAHA i answered her call and like, WTH!? seriously!O:
study hard bgf! (:

public speaking is.. yes ask serene!
HAHAHA. but the magic show was cooooool! :D
go learn magic leh!then you can entertain me!! :D
the magician was quite funny i was going out of the room when he was opening the door from the other side then i went "magic来了!" HAHA then he came in and said "my name is not magic okayy"-.-

the junying ah. omg if he i were to be in his pw group ah, i'd have solid abs by now! seriously!O: damn entertaining HAHAHA "look at this picture, this looks like a fish, but it is not a fish! it is a STARfish!" WTH righttttt. damnit. and i saw his ezlink card photo. HOHO :D
our class guys ahh, cmi one (: but yeah, fun lah :D

and yknow last night, i had a nightmare. OMG i dreamt that -- was going to jail lah! and wthhhhhh i cried for the entire dream. then when i woke up i was on the verge of tears. damn stupid eh but the thing is i havent even talked to -- for ages.yuck ):

okayyy FINALLY,
IM SORRRRRRRRY! >(
yeah i'll accept punishment so yesss, <3

2009-07-31T22:28:00.001+08:00

OMG SO EFFING SIAN!
I THINK IM SPOILING MY OWN MOOD EVERY SINGLE DAY WTS.

RAWR COUGH AND FEVER GO FARFARFARRRRR AWAYYYYYYY!!!!!!

IDIOT! ):

2009-07-15T19:37:00.001+08:00

145,115,149!

average 136!

nto thatttt great but im proud of myself!

YES bowlingggg!(:

my skills have improved its like so... different idk why! YES! :D:D:D

today's such a siaoooo day!

woohoooo~

seeeyou! :D

2009-07-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

rawr im reallllly tired!

today's such an eventful and happening day!

AHAHA.

so chang junning has grown up!

AWWWW hoho idk why i feel so happy for her!:D

but i shd feel happier for her whoever ya, since the money isnt wasted? O:

high maintenance fee. HOHO.

rawrrrrr.

i feeel damn hurrrrr. idk what hurr means but i'll still use it since the feeling's soooo indescribable!

i wanna have DUSBIN outingggg! c'mon i wanna know ahem and ahem HOHOHO :D

aiyoo this post is rather full of anonymity HEH.

kahyi has been rather secretive. TSK. nobody knows what's going on! D:

ohh i wanna go out with the S65 girls toooooo~

and i wanna have 406 gathering tooooo!

i just wanna go out manxz i cant wait for after promos!

thenthen i'll work and play all dayyy!:D:D

AND. i wanna train!):

yuck i still cant believe how i bowled that day. DAMNIT><

so freaking lousyyyy! wts. and i was using houseball, totally dropped the 11pound greenie on my first swing. damn loud okayy. ended up using 8pounds instead! wthh. i miss my MAXIM O:

rawrs. i wanna watch the bastard guy show!

yes freaking bastard! ):

boring post i want pictures!

omg but nono pictures are outofbound! even though i sacrificed once during siah's birthday celebration._.

anyway class photo was rejected so have to retake again!

WALAO. so my new ugly hair will have to be in the yearbook! ):

SIANNNN.

byebyebyeeee world! (:

2009-07-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

rawrr i guess, these 6 days have been spent more wisely than my 30dayjunehols D:

PLAYSLACKSLEEEEP! :D
nothing else hoho.

lazy to go into details but yes,
DUSBIN,
cherylin and chengxin,
b&s,
and tmr and wednesday.

dont reallly know what to expect somehow
ive been feeling rather cold lately.

floooood the streets baby (:

2009-06-28T13:39:00.003+08:00

ONE DAY to blocks!

im feeeeling so zz already im not gonna study anymore!
serene ahhhh, mugggggggger i cannot stand her omg shall sit on her next time!><" sians but like jenzi says, it stinks to be a retainer AHEM hahaha literally and figuratively.

buzzz i miss forrosixxxxx ): nvm we're still working hard together O:

anyways the reading room ah, seriously, should be called the SOCIAL ROOM! damndamn noisy lor wts.

anw jen and i really have quite alot of mo qi okayy HAHAHA. even our bra colour was the same lah LOL.

you know i had a damn -.- dream last night! i dreamt we took temperature before the test and mine was like 46.2degrees! and DUH i was asked to leave the exam hall and school lah HAHA, and in the end i went science centre with my family to play! wts right damn bizarre omg maybe its cus ive been wishing for that to happen for weeks! D:

ahhhh I FREAKING DONT WANT SCHOOOOOOOOOL!

haiya i wannawannna playyyyyyyyy idk what! ive been playing badminton like twice a week?
there's enough reason that i flop my blocks la actually-.-
omg there's "welcome to my life" on radio i used to love the song alotalot O:

sighs i want my old hair back! ):
i shall not take any photos for the rest of the year!RAWR. unless my hair grows into sth nice? RAWRRRRR.

alrights, boringboringboring i wanna go out with cherylin -.-
seeeeyou world!><

2009-06-25T09:08:00.002+08:00

helllllos ive been kinda mia from the cyber world lately.
i dont really know why im online at such a timeee, ya when half the world's still asleeep but.. sians.

im feeeeeling sooooooo emptyyyy.
so somehow everything's affecting me so much.
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr okay i shant think abt it.

this hols suck. suck shit, totally.
i screwed my hair,
i screwed my glasses.
yes totalllllly i can imagine the guys niao-ing again. idiots ): handsome lor more handsome than you ah ):
i only went malaysia ONCE. and we didnt even go back to the house!!!):
i missed bowling chalet,
i missed class outing.
HOLS ARE NOT EXTENDED! so im like struggling now, whether you believe it anot.

i wannnnna bowl omggg i totally miss training!><" yessss so blocks go away and i'll have my time with razzle in the alley once again HOHO :D soooo once again, i wasted my hols! walao the serene new ah. muggertoad omg unbelievable seriouslyyy!! she totally owned chem consultation while i was slacking with AHEM xinyu (duh!:D) and jocelyn for awhile. the chinsam went to pluck teeeth HAHA damn funnnny okay! :D consultations ftw manxz. make you realise how much you dont understand -.-

i wonder how im supposed to study next year hoho. siao like lennis siow he camps at the class bence from morning till evening one siaoooo. study until siao already interrogate me somemore-.- but sians, i want his brains =.=

i feeel like talking to yapchengxin!:D i think im daoing her msg now whooooops ><
the melwee went to watch transformers leh tskkk. SINFUL omg.

haiya i should stop wasting my time here.
such a long and pointless post.
i miss mr kuo): idk why tooo -.-

study session with bgf tmr! <3
yayyys seeeeeyouuuu! (:

)))))))))))))):

2009-06-05T13:04:00.006+08:00

hellllos! :D

i feel like photoblogggging! HOHO.

406 IS NOTHING BUT LOVEEEEE!! <3

csm, koped the 4/6 tag from current 406 HOHO :D

TOILET SHOT!! :D

nicole looks like a lil boy waiting for the mummy lah OMG D:

sok and i in David's shop!

"slimming mirror"

BOWLING BALLLLLLLLLLLS!!!!

omggg isnt this sooo cute? spare ball 14pounds i think ._.

VENOMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damnnnn this is LURVEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

SERENE! :D

after table tennis match at amk hub hoho :D

during csm! nice pictureeee at least the thighs dont look that fat O:

jocelyn's the photographer again-.-

my own star carrying my saucony backpack!

isnt he cuteeeee? :D

welllls thats all i guesssss.

its a horrrrrrible feeeling rawrrrr my eyes are swollen again.

i wanna get things right and stop this vicious mistake. RAWR.

everything's forcing their ways through.

i wanna playyyyy my holiday awayyyyy!!

oh kuo came to hci yesterday. our conversation was suuuuuuuper hilarious esp with the high and cute bel LOL. realllyrealllllyrealllllllyyy miss 406'08 omggg ><>

wheeeeees okayy thats allll i guesss.

i want the kbox photos HOHO wild and crazy! :D

seeeeeyouuuu! (:

2009-06-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

mm heyyyyyy i dont know if you'll come here but yeah, lax kayy (:

there's nth we can do and nothing changes, for now at least.

let's run away, to somewhere safe..

study hard kkay say cheeeeeeeeeese <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN 406!!

<33

half my mind is set, I just need the courage ><

seeeya! (:

2009-06-02T13:11:00.002+08:00

helllowellllo! :D

holidays are here and im like slacking it away?
anw im somewhr really weird so yes, sorry i cant get the ahem souvenirs with you guys today>< aden damn patronizing lor, TSK.

watched TERMINATOR lalala.
idk what i was doing most of the time. comparing faces, cus apparently the marcus and john look quite alike to me? ahaha.

kayyy im quite agitated.
RAWR.

looooooopholes are everywhere.
gtg now seeeeeyouuu! (:
MUG YOUR ASSES OFFFFF.

kbox tmr with the girls wheeeeeeeeeeee~

2009-05-27T20:53:00.002+08:00

pooof (:

my head's hurting from the sun,
my cheeks are soooo red/pink,
and i think my freckles increased ):

but, worth it la, HEH :D
champs manxz, CONGRATS! :D

TWO DAYS to holidays!!
i cant really wait hoho but my hols are already half filled?
fridays to sundays are totally out. RAWR.

im totally lagging in every subject, even MATH. wthh.
anw i reallyreally needa buck up on schoolwork. YUCK.

so this is yet another pointless post.

OHHH we had 406 chem lect today!= totally no attention paid to lecturer! O:
sooo, we've never changed! LOL. there were like 13 of us there. HOHO :D

kayyy i think i have work to do.
tmr's such a boring day without you ):

bye world! :D

2009-05-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

hellllo (:

my blog's so dead!

anyway, its the last week of school yeahh.

i should feel happy abt it, except that blocks are coming comingggg!! ><

ive been feeling so.. empty the whole day.

idk whyyy.

i keep asking questions but i dont really wanna know the answers

i reallyreallly dont know what to expect.

RAWR.

oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDDDDDY!!!<3

i think i should sleep now. nights.

everything's so beautiful, yet imperfect.

2009-05-04T22:10:00.004+08:00

pooof :D

ive been missing lessons like nobody's business haiyo.

thursday and it'll be mundane school life all over again! D:

photos photos! :D

these were taken during math lecture ahem on thursday!

coooool hurr bowling team J1s. incomplete though. we should have a batch crash session next time!! :D:D

i realise im always smiling at the camera! -.-

i dont know what i was doing with tiffany.

but ohwelllls hey its so unfair cyril's camera is soooooo good!

i love hcbowl! <3

sorry cant go down tmr though. stillll, all the way guys! (:

i was so high with sophia today! HAHA. i bet she's secretly.. yknow, like her friend. AHEM.

and omggg. guojun super sweet ahh. TSK.

ahden pangseh lor tskk. qianbian! i thought he really as guai as me then in the end ah, YOUKNOW.

new bag new shoes today(:

hurr nono its not for you to step on! hurrrrr.

i think my bag's damn big! like super big! can hide human inside O: that eugene ah, one day i'll grow big and strong see how you pull me by my bag again! but then again, i lost 1kg again. i seriously dont know why-.- my mum's quite agitated by that fact though. haha><"

yayy class photo tmr! i hope i dont get bad hair day! or omg if tmr is dontlooknice day then i'll be super sad -.- wa the class didnt take today cus i wasnt around leh! so imPEKful horh HAHAHA :D

i realise i didnt really talk to serene or chinsian or jocelyn today!

must really talk to them tmr O: hoho.

pw @$@^%)&*( ya seriously! -.-

haiyo.

longloooong post heh seeeeyou! (:

2009-04-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

Gives you Hell by The All-American Rejects

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence, love?
And where's that shiny car?
And did it ever get you far?
You never seemed so tense, love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

And truth be told, I miss you
And truth be told, I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
I hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself,
"Where did it all go wrong?"
But the list goes on and on (and on and on and on)
And truth be told, I miss you
And truth be told, I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
(Hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
(Hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along, well, you'll never tell
(Well you'll never tell)
And you're the fool, I'm just as well
I hope it gives you hell
(It will give you hell)
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
(It will give you hell)
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

i keep hearing this song (:

random photo before i reallyreally go

my hand's so wrong but omg its because i couldnt put it behind sufen in time-.-
wdv luhhhh. someone's missing in the photo YES YOU dont emo le okayyy! <3
alrighttttt, nights! (:

HCBOWL KICKASS! <3

2009-04-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

rawrrr ive been so drained and tired and dead and ... basically everything bad!

ive been missing lessons like crazy i think i'll die a terrible death soon! for every subject except for math, MAYBE.

ive been getting underwears for every subject possible.

DAMN.

serene talk to my hand you elephant hurrrr!!

grahs, ptm soon. i so wanna die! i seriously cant imagine what chua will tell my parents! ROAR! ): cus the idiot Umbrellas just show alot! -.- if my ct was leong ahem :D or meta :D then i'll feel safer lor. RAWR.

soooo, Bowling comps are here.

its been here since monday ohyeah.

GOGO ALL THE WAY

HWACHONG INSTITUTION COLLEGE SECTION BOWLING TEAM A DIVISION SQUADS!!

tag's damndamn funny omg entertaining! :)

and joshua's so.. no comments lah damnit he borrowed my phone today, to prank call -.- like wth lah sophia and i were like damn -.-ed by him =.= but ya, funny lah ah. nothing better to do tskk.

i realise ive been talking to bowlers alot lately, DUH. havent seen swimmer for days i hope youre alright omg ><"

sooo, im officially the "praying mentis" of the team. haiya. nice name, too bad its an insect-.- yesss, i'll pray for tiffany! (: no more emooooo! :D

rawr. tired!

i shall go sleep now meeting sok and roy and junyan at 645 tmr damnit =.=

goooodnight world! (:

2009-04-20T23:02:00.002+08:00

ahhh im determined to sleep before 1130pm!
my eyebags are like.. )))))):

i finished PI! :D

i love VENOM!!!!
omg i was totally enjoying myself in the bowling shop today! its like.. PERFECT!
damn it HOHOHO the bowling balls are soooo cute and pretty and handsome HAHA what descriptions but ohyeah, thats what i think they are! especially VENOM!!!!

took quite some pics with sok lol. the slimming mirror! :D i think coach roger was quite amused by us, as much as we are amused by him! O: sooooo, my razzle's replug! its xinyan's but, thanks heh :)) shall upload photos after i find the wire --"

rawr sian there's econs tmr! leong is seriously.. he calls my name at least 5times each lesson, and makes it a point to suan me every lesson too! ): im probably the best student you can get lor please i dont sleep during lessons okayyyy!! :D

physics was.. i hope it wont be that bad lah hohoho.

i cant laugh!
and i cant sneeze!
my muscles are still hurting from NAPFA. damnit not like a exerted alot to start with, but my right foot's still pain. :/

i realise i didnt really talk to serene and jocelyn today D: random! xinyu and chinsian gave me a cute pair of socks HAHA omg i wont wear it leh seriouslyyyy. she bu de ><

yayy DUSBIN's gonna celebrate with me tomorrow!! (:
alright, I LOVE VENOM!!!!!!!
goodnight world! (:

VENOM!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-18T22:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELLLL!!!

17's damn olddd!!omg. and its seriously neither here nor there!><

yay.

i shall list names here HOHO.

THANKYOU for wishing me on..

sms (in order that shows in my inbox)

alina, huiming, clara, melvin, yongcai, bernice, joy, cheryl, elizabeth, gwen, eunice, chengxin, james, cherylin, beehiang, junning, nicole, hsinfang, jenzi, jingjing, samantha, meiling, jinyao, chinsian, sophia, georgina, xinyu, hweeyanne! :D

25 in total i think! HOHO :D

on facebook,

junying, kahyi, hsinfang, chouyun, deborah, mervyn, zihui, joleen, alina, jinfaye, cyril, georgiiii, christabel,meiling! :D

on msn,

ALINA!, james, wanlim,dewei swimmer! :D

sooo, S65 celebrated my birthday tgt with zhexuan's yesterday (:

very touching omg xinyu and chinsian ....... yeah omgg aww (:

anyway, they were trying damn hard to figure out how to work the lighter and its so suuuuuper funny HAHAHA. kahyi's the real terrorist manxz LOL.

ct session was, as usual, very interesting. HOHO. :D

then eugene wiped alot of cake cream on my face ahhhhh before i rushed off for trng and i totally forgot to wash until i smelt cake halfway through training -.-

training was damn zai omg seriously, BIRTHDAY LUCK! for one game only lah hoho.

it was a double, then 5pins-.- then strike and dont know what. in the end i had 4 strikes and 3 spares, of which i wasted two ><" score wasnt exactly very good but omg its seriously COOOOOL!! the way it cross pocketed and alll! :D

then was spares and HAHA. vicious cycle with melvin. he spares, i spare; i spare, he spares. LOL. but it so happens that we dont spare very often lah yeahh -.- its okay, there's always next training! ahhh i wanna make bowling my life!!!

went home with sophia after that! she was so afraid she'd get me lost HAHAHA the bus is cool lor! i like the route!! yay training again tmr. hope i can get used to the occ lanes rawrrr.

mann gwentan! i shall go home with gwentan soonsooooon!! :D

ahaha ohyes, celebrated with family today (:

the cake was sooooo cute omg there's a mini guitar on it and its just sosooooo cuteeee!and delicious whooops. white choc leh haha:D omg.

my sisters were sooo sweeeet! (: the day started off rather screwed and they cheered me up and gave me fooood! birthday=fat!!

talking abt equations!

that day i was crapping with chinsian!

chinsian:

retarded=chinsian

construct an equation, make chin the subject!

together:

chin= sian over retarded!

wth lah maths bu fail cai guaiii! -.- then we started to laugh like some luniacs omgg.

okayy idk what to say anymore.

MUG HARD FOR PHYSICS/ BIO!

i was thinking abt the bomb my birthday created last year HAHA.

yay I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!! <3

2009-04-14T22:43:00.003+08:00

RACHELKOH FTW! :D
I COMPLETED MY PI! IM ONE DAY LATE BUT DAMNIT I COMPLETED ITTT! :D:D

yayy :D

havent talked to james in a longloooong time. heh jiayou in poly (:

i took damn long to walk home today. zzzz.
i seriously need to go home with chinteck one day omgg or i'll get lost taking bus! -.-

ahhh. CHENGXIN DIES!!! >((

my right foot's hurting like mad! ):
seriouslyyy. friday's 5 items damnitt i want my goldddd!!

anyway, samtan's damndamndamn FUNNNY! :D
couldnt stop laughing at her during physics lecture HAHAHA omggg. :D

alright, FACEBOOK ROCKS:D
damn time wasting though zzz.

chem test tmr studystudystudyyy!!
ace it baby, everyone ace but me woohoooo~

i wanna beat minron one day! stare into someone's eyes without blinking! hurrr im practising!! eugene violated my phone again today. idiot you ):

alrighttt, chemchem here i comeee!!

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO PANGSEH MEEEE!! ):

seeeyouu! :D

2009-04-13T14:02:00.004+08:00

the weather's damn HOTT!

i havent posted for quite sometime HEH im at my new house nowww! :D

its nice and cooling in the morning and night ohwelllls. and its so high that the aeroplanes seem soooo close to us damn fun lahhh! :D

aiya im so sorry im not in school today, maybe not.

ms meta says she'll arrange another session with meme (:

ive been missing out on alot, damnit.

moving house is seriously big affair!! it has made my shoulder damn painful blardyyy. we had endless trips from the old to the new carrrying loads and loads of stuffs. rawrrr i miss the old house ):

i hate changes, lol. last change this year i hope!><" been staying there for 10 years i guess i'll miss that house )):

anywayy,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEMMM! :D

yayy. my birthday's in 5 days time i think?

sooo, here's a list of what i want!

1. BIRTHDAY MSG!

2. BIRTHDAY WISH!

3. HUGGG! :D

ya thats all! (: but no.3 doesnt apply to everyone lah AHEMM.

grahs my kitchen's in a total mess! full of everything i dont know what-.- sians. i think i'll take damn long to go to school right now!><

thailand's in such a mess. random.

alrights, gogo train hard HCBowling! <3

jenzi: its okay darling, haha realllllly no worries! (:

iris: IRISSSS!! :D

seeeeeyouuuu! :D

自己跌倒自己爬

2009-04-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 406!!!
<333333

nothing else heh.
life sucks -.-

oh sam's back! :D

2009-04-05T20:11:00.004+08:00

RAHH I HATE PI!!
OMG DAMN YOU IF YOU WERENT PART OF A LEVEL I SWEAR I'LL RIP YOU INTO PIECES AND BURN YOUUU!!!

rawr damn sian ive been doing PI the whole day-.- did halfway ytd and the whole blardy file got deleted ><" grahaha. 3h break tmr HOHOHO happppy!!:D:D jiayou peeeeepo for your econs test tmr muackk! :D im feeling so nua today. im having an underdose today rawrrrrr where are youuuuu

okayyy enough craps!
zaijiann! :D

2009-04-04T12:10:00.005+08:00

helllo people! :D

im kinda bored. RAWR.

PI's killing me!!!

some random photos yay :)

at coro hahah i think chinsian's blocking samuel O:

low cost tourist! cooool!:D

its so cute okayy hahaha look at iris! :D

i love this photo! look at all the rosy cheeeeks hoho i feel like pinching cx xD

iris' small head at the back again!

BFF! <3>jenzi chengxin (:

bel and meiling! :D

omg the below series damn cool okayy!!

P6 class!:D (taken last year)

sec4 class!:D with Mr Low hoho.

JC class!:D

all the pictures are incomplete though.

yknow i was going through facebook and i realise i haveloads of unglam photos there sighs ><"

soooo, selections ended yesterday. i'll prob be one of the reserves lah really. with my extremely inconsistent scores and the SWIMMER calling me char siew before i bowl it'll prob be extreme disaster! qian bian okayyy i shall find a more nan ting name for dewei!! -.- sok is being called SOTONG haha omg she's crazy! spares game mann totally born to spare.. until she broke it and had open frames all the way!! -.-
and HOHOHO xinyan's under rehab!!!!:D:D = stop bullying rachel!:D:D
she's damn zai okayyy she spared 1-7-10 like wthhhh!?!? the J2s are like calling her LAO DA hahaha!
and eunicekho! SMILEEE!! honestly, stay calm and believe in yourself! i know you can, you even striked girl! cheeeeers alright!<3

schoool's damn boring! i hate homework! ive been counting down to after schools and nothing else! i wanna start school at 11 everyday AHEM. i shall try and influence serene and jocelyn to be guai like me!! :D:D as for xinyu and chinsian.. forget it lah they too pai already.

ahaha. what crap!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYLSEAHHHH!!!<3

next up is AHEMAHEM someone's birthday. yessss, two more weeeks!
but reallyreallllllly, no presents horh my mummy will be screaming at me for having more stuffs for her to pack yes, 我要搬家了):

wheeees. i love HC Bowl! :)
seeeeyouuuu! :)